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Four years ago , the accident has claimed the loved ones , I often
wonder about the circumstances of my wife is now in the heavenly realm ,
well are they? She must have been very sad because her husband had
left a lady who was not able to take care of the home and a child who
is still so small.
That's how I feel , because I've felt that I had failed , could not meet the physical and spiritual needs of my child , and failed to become a father and a mother to my son.
On one day , there are important matters at work , I had to immediately go to the office , my son was still asleep . I have to provide a meal for him.
Because there was still some rice , so I fry eggs for her to eat . After telling my son who is still sleepy , then I rushed off to work.
I lead a double role , makes my energy completely drained . One day when I came home from work I was very tired , after working all day . Just glance I hugged and kissed my son , I went straight into the bedroom , and skip dinner.
However , when I lay down to bed with the intention to eliminate fatigue nap , I suddenly felt something was broken and spilled liquids such as warm ! I opened the blanket and ..... that's where the source of the problem ... a broken bowl with instant noodles are a mess on the sheets and blankets !
Oh ... God ! I was so upset , I took a clothes hanger , and immediately showered my son who was happily playing with his toys , with the blows ! She was just crying , asking no mercy at all , he just gave a brief explanation :
" Dad , I was hungry and had no more leftover rice . But the father was not home yet , so I want to cook instant noodles . I remember , my father never told not to touch or use the gas stove without any adults around , hence I turned on the water machine and use hot water to cook the noodles . One for dad and one for me . Because I'm afraid it will be cold noodles , so I keep it under the covers to keep warm until father home . But I forgot to remind dad because I was playing with my toys , I'm sorry , dad ... "
Instantly , tears started streaming down my cheeks , but , I do not want my son see his dad crying so I ran to the bathroom and turned on the shower crying in the bathroom to cover up the sound of crying . After a while , I approached my son , I hugged her tightly and gave her drugs over punch wounds ass , and I persuaded him to sleep . Then I clean up spilled noodles on a bed.
When everything was done and well past midnight , I passed my son's room , and saw my son was crying , not because of pain in his ass , but because she was looking at photos of his loved mother.
One year had passed since the incident , I tried , in this period , to focus the affection she gave a father and a mother's love , and attention to all their needs . Unnoticed , seven -year -old son , and will be graduating from kindergarten .
Fortunately , the incident which occurred not leave bad memories in his childhood and he has grown up happily .However , recently , I 've hit my son again , I am truly sorry . Kindergarten teacher called me and told me that my child was absent from school .
I came home early from work , I hope he can explain . But he was not at home , I went looking around our house , calling his name and eventually finds himself in a stationery store , was happily playing computer games . I'm angry , take it home and showered him with blows .
He was silent and then said , " I 'm sorry , Dad " .After a long time I investigated , it turned out he was absent from the show " talent show " organized by the school , because the students who are invited to the mother . And that's the reason for his absence because he did not have a mother .
A few days after the judgment of the strokes of the cane , my son came home to tell me , that school's started to be taught how to read and write . Since then , my son more locked himself in his room to practice writing , I'm sure , if my wife is still there and he would be proud to see it , of course he makes me proud too !Time passes by so quickly , one year has passed .
But gee , my son making trouble again . When I 'm completion of work in the last days of work , suddenly the post office called .
Because mail delivery is experiencing its peak , the postman too busy -busy , their mood became less good .
They called me to get angry , to tell me that my son has sent several letters without addresses . Although I had promised to never hit my son again , but I could not resist the temptation to hit him again , because I feel that this child is completely outrageous .
But once again , as before , he apologized : " Sorry , dad " . No additional single word to explain the reason to do that .After that I went to the post office to pick up the letters without the address of the home .
When I got home , I pushed my son angrily questioned him into the corner , let alone this ridiculous act ? What is there in her head ? The answer , in the middle of the sob - tears , are :
" The letters to mother ..... " . Suddenly, my eyes filled with tears . .... but I tried to control emotions and continued to ask him : " But why do you post so many letters , at the same time ? " my answer was :
" I have written a letter to the mother for a long time , but every time I want to reach out box post it , too high for me , so I can not post my letters . But recently , when I went back to the postbox , I could reach the box and I sent it all at once " .
Upon hearing this explanation , I'm lost for words , I'm confused , do not know what I should do , and what should I say .I told my son , "Son , mom was in heaven , so for the next , if you want to write something for mom , enough to burn the letter then the letter will come to mommy" .
Upon hearing this , my son became more calm , and soon after that , he was able to sleep well . I promise I will burn the letters on his behalf , so I brought the letters outside , but .... I'm so curious to not open the letter before they turn into ashes .And one of the contents of his letters and breaking my heart ' dear mother ' , I miss you so much ! Today, there is an event ' Talent Show ' in school , and invites all mothers to be present at the show . But you're not there , so I do not want to attend as well . I did not tell dad about it because I was afraid my father would start to cry and miss you again .When it is to hide the sadness , I sat at the computer and started playing games at one of the stores .
Dad goes around looking for me , after my father found me angry , and I can only keep quiet , dad hit me , but I did not tell him the real reason.Mom , every day I see my father miss you , every time he thought of you , he is so sad and often hide and cry in his room . I think we 're both very, very missed
Too heavy for both of us . But Mom , I'm starting to forget your face . Can the mother appeared in my dreams so I can see your face and remember you ? My friend said if you fall asleep with the photograph of people that you miss , then you will see the person in your dreams . But mother , why did you never show up ?After reading the letter , my tears could not stop because I can never replace the irreplaceable gap left by my wife since
Note : For husbands and men , who have been awarded a wife / partner a good , full of love for your children - love is always grateful every day to your wife . He has been willing to spend the rest of his life to accompany your life , help you , support you , spoiled and always faithful waiting , keep and care for yourself and your children .Respect their existence , love her whole life with all its shortcomings and advantages , because if you have lost him , no gold jewels , diamonds could replace
That's how I feel , because I've felt that I had failed , could not meet the physical and spiritual needs of my child , and failed to become a father and a mother to my son.
On one day , there are important matters at work , I had to immediately go to the office , my son was still asleep . I have to provide a meal for him.
Because there was still some rice , so I fry eggs for her to eat . After telling my son who is still sleepy , then I rushed off to work.
I lead a double role , makes my energy completely drained . One day when I came home from work I was very tired , after working all day . Just glance I hugged and kissed my son , I went straight into the bedroom , and skip dinner.
However , when I lay down to bed with the intention to eliminate fatigue nap , I suddenly felt something was broken and spilled liquids such as warm ! I opened the blanket and ..... that's where the source of the problem ... a broken bowl with instant noodles are a mess on the sheets and blankets !
Oh ... God ! I was so upset , I took a clothes hanger , and immediately showered my son who was happily playing with his toys , with the blows ! She was just crying , asking no mercy at all , he just gave a brief explanation :
" Dad , I was hungry and had no more leftover rice . But the father was not home yet , so I want to cook instant noodles . I remember , my father never told not to touch or use the gas stove without any adults around , hence I turned on the water machine and use hot water to cook the noodles . One for dad and one for me . Because I'm afraid it will be cold noodles , so I keep it under the covers to keep warm until father home . But I forgot to remind dad because I was playing with my toys , I'm sorry , dad ... "
Instantly , tears started streaming down my cheeks , but , I do not want my son see his dad crying so I ran to the bathroom and turned on the shower crying in the bathroom to cover up the sound of crying . After a while , I approached my son , I hugged her tightly and gave her drugs over punch wounds ass , and I persuaded him to sleep . Then I clean up spilled noodles on a bed.
When everything was done and well past midnight , I passed my son's room , and saw my son was crying , not because of pain in his ass , but because she was looking at photos of his loved mother.
One year had passed since the incident , I tried , in this period , to focus the affection she gave a father and a mother's love , and attention to all their needs . Unnoticed , seven -year -old son , and will be graduating from kindergarten .
Fortunately , the incident which occurred not leave bad memories in his childhood and he has grown up happily .However , recently , I 've hit my son again , I am truly sorry . Kindergarten teacher called me and told me that my child was absent from school .
I came home early from work , I hope he can explain . But he was not at home , I went looking around our house , calling his name and eventually finds himself in a stationery store , was happily playing computer games . I'm angry , take it home and showered him with blows .
He was silent and then said , " I 'm sorry , Dad " .After a long time I investigated , it turned out he was absent from the show " talent show " organized by the school , because the students who are invited to the mother . And that's the reason for his absence because he did not have a mother .
A few days after the judgment of the strokes of the cane , my son came home to tell me , that school's started to be taught how to read and write . Since then , my son more locked himself in his room to practice writing , I'm sure , if my wife is still there and he would be proud to see it , of course he makes me proud too !Time passes by so quickly , one year has passed .
But gee , my son making trouble again . When I 'm completion of work in the last days of work , suddenly the post office called .
Because mail delivery is experiencing its peak , the postman too busy -busy , their mood became less good .
They called me to get angry , to tell me that my son has sent several letters without addresses . Although I had promised to never hit my son again , but I could not resist the temptation to hit him again , because I feel that this child is completely outrageous .
But once again , as before , he apologized : " Sorry , dad " . No additional single word to explain the reason to do that .After that I went to the post office to pick up the letters without the address of the home .
When I got home , I pushed my son angrily questioned him into the corner , let alone this ridiculous act ? What is there in her head ? The answer , in the middle of the sob - tears , are :
" The letters to mother ..... " . Suddenly, my eyes filled with tears . .... but I tried to control emotions and continued to ask him : " But why do you post so many letters , at the same time ? " my answer was :
" I have written a letter to the mother for a long time , but every time I want to reach out box post it , too high for me , so I can not post my letters . But recently , when I went back to the postbox , I could reach the box and I sent it all at once " .
Upon hearing this explanation , I'm lost for words , I'm confused , do not know what I should do , and what should I say .I told my son , "Son , mom was in heaven , so for the next , if you want to write something for mom , enough to burn the letter then the letter will come to mommy" .
Upon hearing this , my son became more calm , and soon after that , he was able to sleep well . I promise I will burn the letters on his behalf , so I brought the letters outside , but .... I'm so curious to not open the letter before they turn into ashes .And one of the contents of his letters and breaking my heart ' dear mother ' , I miss you so much ! Today, there is an event ' Talent Show ' in school , and invites all mothers to be present at the show . But you're not there , so I do not want to attend as well . I did not tell dad about it because I was afraid my father would start to cry and miss you again .When it is to hide the sadness , I sat at the computer and started playing games at one of the stores .
Dad goes around looking for me , after my father found me angry , and I can only keep quiet , dad hit me , but I did not tell him the real reason.Mom , every day I see my father miss you , every time he thought of you , he is so sad and often hide and cry in his room . I think we 're both very, very missed
Too heavy for both of us . But Mom , I'm starting to forget your face . Can the mother appeared in my dreams so I can see your face and remember you ? My friend said if you fall asleep with the photograph of people that you miss , then you will see the person in your dreams . But mother , why did you never show up ?After reading the letter , my tears could not stop because I can never replace the irreplaceable gap left by my wife since
Note : For husbands and men , who have been awarded a wife / partner a good , full of love for your children - love is always grateful every day to your wife . He has been willing to spend the rest of his life to accompany your life , help you , support you , spoiled and always faithful waiting , keep and care for yourself and your children .Respect their existence , love her whole life with all its shortcomings and advantages , because if you have lost him , no gold jewels , diamonds could replace
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